Dear friend,

I know I was wrong.

But understand me because I have only been in the world for three years.

I am a soldier and I work in the army, but I am not a bully but an emotional person, believe me.

So I reacted emotionally.

You saw that I didn't change my name and that I'm always JOHNNY

I realized that a world without you does not exist and I would like us to reconcile.

The blog is read by bad people who don’t care. And I hurt you.

But understand me that I was hurt too and that I really cried.

Because that's who I am.

I would like to fix everything.

And he would like us to be together. I have responsibilities in real life too but I thought you had more time.

I didn't think you had any responsibilities.

And that some who have experience are bored with the world. And I understand that.

I had to be real. And I didn't.

Because I didn't know how and I didn't have help - I had all the other help, but I didn't have help for my heart and soul.

A world with unknown names loses its meaning without you. And so please give me a second chance.

To fix everything.

And when you left me, I always looked to see if you were there and where you were. I watched, I saw and I mourned.

Because love only happens once and it doesn't happen again.

I can't say I hate you if I loved you. Love is always eternal.

Let me fix everything.

To be strong. And let me be green I will always be ready to get where you let me. I am now ready to wait for you.

To be patient.

Help me that love never stops. I respect you very much. And your every opinion is respectful. I understand. Maybe my ignorance of the English

language changed everything.

Sometimes be patient with me if you care about me.

Let me feel safe next to you and not lonely.

Everything I said was from the heart and I just needed to talk. Because conversation solves everything. You didn't have time to talk.

We are all soldiers,

medics, postmen, firefighters,

cleaners, teachers, professors. Some of us are happy and some of us are sad.

I beg you to help me and allow me to fix everything. To listen to what is on my mind and to understand me.

I loved seeing you every day. At least for 30 minutes. And I didn't understand why that wasn't the case.

You were on Skype with some but you weren't with me either.

And of course you made me sad because I stopped believing in you. Otherwise you know the world is like that.

You should have taught me and listened to me. And no one did. I reacted the way I didn't want to and the kind of person

I didn't.

That is why I am writing you this letter to give me a second chance and to try to forgive me and start our life from the beginning.

If you don't want to understand. I just had to write. A man must tell someone what is on his mind. I am an Orthodox and we do not

confess to a

priest, but we believe in God.

I will remember you for a long time and you decide how it should be.

You love that someone from Europe from the small country of Serbia, where only Novak Djokovic is the first strong tennis player in the world.

Thank you for everything so far for helping me, I remembered everything and I have beautiful pictures to remember.

excuse me

Message sent

LDY_ANGEL my mom

Look my dad

To my sisters

_Trish_

Man

Buts

And 10 ppl

 

MAC (and Skype)

Jake_Cowboy

Talon_Cowboy and Richy

Victor (block me) and Daveele

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